I have broken down my weebly to only necessary parts but future OOC updates will be done here instead of ingame.
I am rather busy IRL but I am rather active now, I am fairly happy with how my characters are proceeding. I took a 2 year nap but have been more consistently active in the last year than ever. Happy 2020!
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It has been two years since I actually used this weebly. Other than having a section dedicated to Rooster's show and displaying which characters have the priority, I have cut back on this weebly. You can learn either through their background or RP about an individual character. If you are unsure if a character is a secondary or primary, you can ask me. Primary characters are ones I dedicate more of my active RP to while my secondary are very limited RP and usually played 1:1.
I am blunt and I cut to the point. I am too sick not to be. I don't hold grudges, I have zero energy to. I am possibly in a fight for my life right now with a life long condition. I play this game for fun, not to be stressed out. I don't do RP schedules, I don't character stalk and I am here to have fun. If your play style doesn't match mine, then let's figure that out early and part ways on good terms. I will not change my play style for you. It may be too lax for some RPers. I have periods where I have zero energy. I am on some characters because I run some community events, other ones are just fun. I do have slow periods and I don't hold it against anyone who doesn't want to play with me as a result of this. I am straightforward about why I will end click relationships. Primary Characters:
Secondary:
Too tired to really post more information. Been in the ER for the fourth time in a never ending cycle of med stuff. Surgery will likely be early next week. Not very responsive on any fronts, I am deteriorating rapidly.I am more repetitive than ever. So a week ago, I made the decision to rein in my online activity. Follow through matters on promises and I realized I have been overextending myself. Until I am absolutely sure I can commit to RPs, I will slowly resume activity at a level I feel I can reasonably sustain. This is to be fair to all those involved and I will not be engaging in anything until I am absolutely 100% sure that I am capable of doing it.
Surgery will likely be happening in the next week or two. That involves a year of physical recovery, though I should be more mentally with it and emotionally and mentally stable enough to actually start committing to regular RP responses - what the regularity will be - I don't know. But do keep in mind - it is brain surgery and I am not going to return until I am actually sure that I can sustain and maintain a reasonable level of activity. Things that seem rational on a Tuesday night become obviously apparent to me by the next morning they weren't. I am essentially perpetually drunk - and trust me, for me, that is not fun RP. I get more repetitive and incoherent as things go on and irritable. To stop myself from doing anything stupid, I am essentially banning myself from any major decisions in regards to RP - aka resuming it before I am ready. Given I have no idea in terms of how long this will be a week, 2 weeks -feel free to end relationships and friendships and so forth if this doesn't work for you. I can't make any promises right now - RP may be once a month, RP may be once a week, I honestly don't know right now and I am in no shape to commit to anything beyond matrimonial sleep to my pillow. My health is taking the priority and worsening at the moment. I'll try to give a more precise time frame when I am not under the influence of being brain drunk. I am incoherent and repetitive. So - to those this may potentially impact, I am sorry. Know long term partners and best friends have the given priority in terms of responding to RP. Upon my return, I am going to be reining in the amount of RPs I have, I will be slow and I am not planning to returning the activity I was before. Hopefully my health issues should abate once the surgery does occur. In short: I am slow. And I know it. And <3 to anyone that stuck through this whole rambling message. Have an unicorn! I have been ill for 3 months - and this is likely for the foreseeable future. This 'illness' is serious at some point it will require brain surgery. (Please do not pity me, I still work and live life).
What this translates to: I have periods where I am slow or behind. My priority is community based events, followed by long term partners. I try to stay consistently active, but I have always been slower on narrative RPs. This does not mean I don't appreciate you - I do, but my illness means I am foggy, tired and I do still work 40 hours a week. That being said: if you have any issue, PLEASE discuss it with me when it arises. I am always open. I don't need stress right now and I am prefer a peaceful resolution. What you can do to make my life easy while we're playing - if I am fortunate enough to play with you - communicate, be honest, and appreciate that life gets busy. I will return the favor when your life gets busy. As always, have fun, enjoy life xx. I finally went over the dark side, took my weebly down almost 2 years ago, swore I would never have a blog again, because I didn't need one with only Grace.
So update in general: Health issues still ongoing. I am catching up on RP. This weebly is still a work in progress. Scarlett and I are in the business of making weeblies. She made me say that. |